The following story was written by Olive Padden
Small, and a year younger than her classmates she waited on the parochial school ground waiting for acceptance. How was she to gain it from those bigger, older, wiser kids?
She desparately wanted to be accepted so she decided to offer to do something that they all talked about but no one acted on. It had to do with Sister Mary Martin's turned up shoe.
Sister limped a bit when walking around the classroom in her heavy black nun shoes.
One of the stories whispered among her classmates was that Sister had been married and in an accident where a train had sliced off the toes on her left foot. That would explain the upward bend of her clunky black nun shoe, but no one knew how to kind out the truth. What would happen if by poking around you brought on punishment, retaliation, even suspension.
The stakes were high - finally acceptance or continual rejection. Her thoughts were not obvious, so when she suddenly burst our, "I'll do it!" The whole group listened while she told her plan. Lollie, a teachers pet, would stay after school to help clean erasers and while there she'd find a way to step on that curling left shoe.
The group liked it. They had their sacrificial lamb. They could gain knowledge with no exposure.
And now, classes were over. Everyone gone but Lollie and sister. She planned her route carefully. Walk over to the blackboard, pick up an eraser in each hand, stagger a little, and land on that twisted left shoe ...would there be a reaction.
Her heart in her throat, holding her breathe a little, she took the necessary steps down and down she came, as hard as she could on the ugly shoe. No sound, not a facial grimace, or an ouch. Sister merely cautioned to beat the erasers hard.
When she stomped on the leather shoe it squished down flat. The answer now she could make her report to the playground group. Finishing up the erasers she quickly went to the waiting group to win her acceptance.
"No toes." She whispered. The temporary mantle of acceptance fell on her small shoulder. The spy had made her report.
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